Here is what I miss most today.
1. My family. Vague, I know. But I truly miss each one of them deeply. This is by far the hardest part of being gone. I feel it every.single.day
2. Family Events. Missing Aydri’s birthday party this weekend has been hard on me. I usually am on the front lines planning her party. Not this year, but next year, watch out!! Briar’s first birthday is also coming up; I’m working on preparing myself for missing that one.
3. Fresh fruits & veggie’s from our garden. I realize this is kinda a silly thing to miss, but the garden is one of my favorite parts about summer @ home. I love being able to go out and pick a fresh cucumber or tomato, grab some salt and eat it up. I doesn’t help that mom & dad brag about it anytime they eat anything from it :}
4. Regularity with family. I miss just doing the normal everyday things with them. When I go home for a week, there are always big things going on, but I really just miss the simple everyday activities with them.
5. My Car. I am very blessed to drive the hummer while I’m living here. But I miss my little red mustang. I guess just because I know she’s all mine & she was my first car. I am a little worried I am going to be claustrophobic going from hummer to mustang though :/
6. Cooking. I was hoping I would be able to cook more out here, but because of reasons like time, & picky eaters, I am limited. I miss just being able to cook whatever I wanted for my parents for dinner and they would eat it & {mostly} love it.
7. I kinda miss those petty arguments I would get in with my family every once in a while. This is probably the weirdest thing I have ever posted, but it’s true. Not saying we fought a lot, we really didn't but I guess just the fact that we could. I love the Waller’s but were not close enough that we can get into an argument & be ok the next day. Come to think of it I don’t know what I would do if I ever got into a fight with them :) So yeah, in a weird way, I do miss having arguments with my family. Does that make any sense? I am just weird.
8. Sunday’s @ Grandmas. I guess it’s just cuz today is Sunday, but I have really been missing just riding over to grandma’s on Sunday night to hang out & play rummy with the whole gang.
9. Having someone my age to do things with. I have really been wanting to go to a haunted house or something else Halloween-y, but that’s not really something you do by yourself. My schedule doesn’t allow for a lot of social time & on Wednesday’s I usually am running errands n’ such, not really doing stuff to meet new people. & I haven’t been going to singles ward a whole lot, but when I did, I still didn’t make many friends. So I tried the local family ward around here this week & I think I am going to like it better & maybe{maybe} meet some new friends there. In the meantime, if anyone wants to fly out here to go to a haunted house, that would be great. :D
10. Hugs. I am a huggy person. I just love them! So that is one of my favorite things to do when I get home. I especially miss my dad’s big bear hugs, Lane’s wrap around hugs & Aydri’s little sweet hugs. I miss just being able to hug whenever I wanted. I can get some out of Hannah, Kenz or Londyn every once in a while, but it just doesn’t fill the need. So who ever fly’s out to go to the haunted house with me, better be a hugger to :]
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