Goodbye

This is going to be quick post because it is still an open would that is trying to heal, but like all good things my NC adventure came to an end. It was something we had been talking about for months trying to prepare for. But nothing could prepare me for how I felt when I was saying goodbye. My heart was breaking. I cried a lot. Like I cried a contact out a lot. I just went into the bathroom and sobbed for a good 20 minutes. The moral of this story is; that if you ever get a chance in life to be a nanny, don’t plan on it being an easy break. I never in my life thought I would ever grow so close to a family I worked for. But I did. And they will hold a big place in my heart for the rest of my life.  I wish I could find the perfect words to tell them how much I love them and will miss them, but I can’t. So this is all I have to say:

Waller’s:

I love you and miss you. Those plain simple and basic words are simply substitutions for the feelings my heart wants to say but can’t put it to words. So I love you and miss you will have to do. I love you and miss you.